After some thought, I decided to play some
calming meditation music along with repeating the phrases given. With each
passing moment I felt my mind and body relax to the calming sounds of the
background music, but most importantly to peaceful words continuing on through
my thought process; I felt balanced, and as though my mind and heart were open,
receptive and accepting of needless suffering, all while projecting
loving-kindness and compassion outward toward those that need it most. After
practicing the exercise and completing the integral assessment, I can see that
my worldly aspect is a source of difficulty, particularly my work environment.
I’ve chosen to focus on creating a positive, more encouraging environment by displaying
compassion and kindness to everyone, especially those who are resentful of
their job; this includes myself, mostly because I’ve become bitter about the
lack of respect, the lack of accountability, and the increase of unreliability
among coworkers, especially the management team. I’ve chosen to focus on this
particular area because it causes a small amount of stress in my life, as well
as the fact that this aspect of my life is impacted by many outside influences,
and by doing so I can increase my intentional thought process and shift it into
the right direction. One particular exercise I could use is the subtle mind
practice which could help me with promoting a calm and peaceful mind, even in
times of distress or frustration.
Meghan, I think that I'll include these same areas whenever I do another assessment. I agree--working with unreliable people can be a major headache, and this is one way to turn that negative into a positive.
ReplyDeleteHi Meghan, as I was reading your assessment I kept thinking "wow, is she talking about me?" Haha! My environment and situation at work sounds practically identical to what you are dealing with and it leaves me with quite a deal of stress as well, far more than any other aspect of my life. I have been so grateful of taking this class right now and how it has helped me deal with the trouble at work. I really do hope things improve for you as well!
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